After Life?

This qn was suddenly throw to me.

"have you wonder where were you be after life? Wonder abt after life?"

*Faint*

My immediate response was ....

Sometimes I already feel I think too much about my current life ... and I still need to wonder abt my after life????
Isnt it too much to ask from me?

If u ask me ...
I dont really care abt what happen after life.
I hope I dont need to know.

Just let me disappear from the face of this earth. period.

Is it a sign?

Religion is suddenly brought up a few times when I met up with different group of people.
So am I ignoring any signs?

*ponder ponder*
Maybe Im in denial ...